FACE TO FACE
Do you think it possible that you can actually have a dream where you become face to face with your self in another lifetime?
A couple of nights ago- I really had to think about what went on and the feelings that came before posting it- I dreamt about myself running into myself at another time. The setting was this dark tomb/castle like building with dark dingy hallways. I remember him leading me through these hallways without saying a word- or any word exchange throughout entirety of the dream. Only constantly looking back and caressing or touching my shoulder or face. His style of dress were cloths or rags strategically placed on various parts on his body- and his hair was cut into an Amazonian Tribal haircut- which is like a circle of hair at the crown of the head with the rest shaved to the scalp. I cannot remember if he had any jewellery on his face- But, do remember thick sticks (?) or bones through his ears. I do remember being oddly attracted to this guys eyes and mouth. Since there were no words exchanged and only eye conact. I thought it odd at it’s intensity with the lack of certain communication.
Could it be that I came face to face with myself because I am trying to tell myself something?
Was I attracted to his mouth because He was trying to tell me something, But his eyes and hands were trying to show me that I already had the answers?.
I do remember making out with this person (Who after the last couple of days became more and more familiar) towards the middle and end.
Was this because deep down he was trying to pass something on to me that I may have lost, by an oral stimulation?
I do remember thinking of this dream and the presence of this guy all day as I was working or not working. I can not get this guy out of my head. I really think I was revisited by my self in a past life. I have been thinking I lost a part of myself lately due to my lack of ambition and drive. I guess realistically I could just be thinking about it and dreaming- But, it was more than that. It was something more deep.
This guy in my dream. I know him- I know him too well. I thought to myself- I’ve seen him before. But, Don’t think I’ve dreamt him before.. I mean he does seem vaguely familiar…. Just not in a dream. I dont think….. I remember coming home and hoping that this guy would make a return at that nights dream.
Of course he did not- But, who was he?? He was so beautiful whomever he was. This Amazon Creature- with eyes that peirce and mouth that speak many a meaning- without actually saying a word.
Still after typing all this and letting it all out. Who is he??